Emma never truly loved Ken. Sure, she cared about him, and thought he was a good person, but she never really wanted to marry him. Emma knew Ken loved her with his whole heart. That alone caused her so much pain while she was dating him, knowing her love for Ken was simply unrequited.

She would have married Ken and been a good wife. One that was loving, loyal, and there for him when he needed her to be, even if they still lived on opposite ends of town. When Ken cheated on her, she didn’t understand why it hurt her so bad, but it did. Maybe it was because she knew she could never be capable of that kind of betrayal. Maybe it was because since marrying him, she felt like was giving up little pieces of herself to be with him, and felt he should do the same. Emma was never one to tolerate cheaters, so when she found out about his infidelity, she divorced him after the short marriage, even though he continually begged for her forgiveness.

Will loved Terri, despite that fact that she’d changed a lot since high school. She was his high school sweetheart and Will made a vow to love her forever. But when Terri faked a pregnancy, no matter how hard he tried, that was something Will could never forgive. So he divorced her, even though it was the hardest thing he’d ever done.

Neither Will nor Emma would ever forget the night when he ran into her the day he left Terri.

It was raining and Will had nowhere else to go, so he decided Emma’s house could be his port in the storm. Emma was sitting in her living room crying because she felt like her life was crumbling before her eyes. When she heard a knock at the door, she jumped up in surprise. She wasn’t expecting anyone. She had no idea who was on the other side. So when she saw Will staring back at her after she opened the door, her shock escalated, as did her embarrassment. Emma knew that her eyes were undoubtedly red rimmed and puffy from all the crying she’d been doing, and there’s no way Will didn’t notice it. When he saw the sadness in her eyes, his heart sank and he immediately regretted coming over, just to seek his own selfish comfort.

“I'm sorry if this was a bad time, Emma,” Will said apologetically. “It’s just…I have no one else to talk to, but if you wanted me to leave, I understand. I’ll leave.”

Emma grabbed his arm gently as he went to turn around and offered him the weakest of smiles. "No, Will, I'm fine. Just a rough day; come on in,” she said.

Will took a seat on Emma's couch and poured his heart out to her. He didn’t mean to spring all this on her when he arrived, but seeing her melted his resolve. The words came out before he could stop them.

“Terri lied about being pregnant,” disclosed. “I left. I couldn’t look at her. That kind of betrayal…” he sighed. “Emma, I’m divorcing her.”

“So, look,” he said nervously. “I guess the real reason I came here is to tell you that…Emma, I’ve been crazy about you since the day we met. But there was never anything I could do because of Terri,” Will confessed, his heart pounding away in his ribcage.

He didn’t give Emma any time to respond before he leaned in an cupped her cheeks in his palms, kissing her with all he had, his way of showing her just how serious he was. So when Emma pulled away almost immediately, his heart sank.

Tears streamed down Emma’s face and she shook her head in panic. “Will, why didn’t you say this before?” she nearly yelled. “I can't do this now; you're too late." Emma cried.

“Too late?” Will asked, just as frantic. “What do you mean?”

“I married Ken yesterday. I'm sorry." Emma said, her face buried in her hands.

Will slumped over dejectedly on the couch. “I just—I had to tell you. And I’m sorry. This…is not the best timing. I know that. But I just need to you know that I care about you. And I always will,” he professed.

Emma, at a complete loss for words simply stared at the carpet below her, as if she was watching her life fall apart right in front of her. Will left then, too, walking out the door without another word.

A year and a half had passed since then, and both found themselves just as single, just as miserable. But worst of all, their friendship had never recovered after that day. Things were never the same. Forced smiles and awkward conversations became the new norm. And they both hated that that’s what they had become.

Will channeled all of his time and energy into Glee; and Emma spent her days buried under piles of paperwork as a way to distract herself from the constant heartache. She dealt with that in a different way: by spending most nights crying herself to sleep.

Whenever they passed each other in school, the overwhelming feeling to tell the other how they felt consumed both of them. To confess how much they missed each other, needed each other. Even if that meant all they could ever be was friends.

STEP 1:
– Name: Nicole.
– Birth date: May 14,  1990.
– Nickname: None really, except Jenna calls me Madame President for some reason.
– Eye Color: Hazel.
– Hair Color: Brown.
– Zodiac Sign: Taurus.

STEP 2:
– The shoes you wore today: Sneakers.
– Your weaknesses: Chocolate.
– Your perfect pizza: Pineapple, or bacon but not together thats just nasty,
– Goal you’d like to achieve: IDK maybe the senate.

STEP 3:
– Your best physical feature: Boobs.
– Your bedtime? School Nights: 11pm. Weekends: 3am.
– Most missed memory? High School.

STEP 4:
This Or That…
– Pepsi or Coke? Coke.
– McDonald’s or Burger King: Burger King.
– Adidas or Nike: Adidas.
– Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:  Ew neither.
- Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate.
– Cappuccino or coffee: Again ew neither.

STEP 5:
Do You…
– Smoke: Never.
– Curse: Yes.
– Sing: Alone.
– Dance: At dances, or just for fun in my living room with Jess.
- Take a shower every day: No, I know I am nasty.
– Have a crush: Kiefer Sutherland. 
- Think you’ve been in love:  No.
- Want to go to college: I'm in college and Holy Family University sucks, no one go there.
- Like(d) high school: Loved it!!!
- Like to get married: Yes.
- Get motion sickness: Yes usually in the car, or on the tilt-a-whirl down the shore.
- Think you’re a health freak: Oh yes def. lol. never.
- Get along with your parent(s): Yes.

STEP 6:
In the past month…
– Gone to the mall: Yes.
– Eaten an entire box of Oreos: No, but I should do that sometime.
– Been on stage: No.
– Gone skating: No.
– Made homemade cookies: No.
– Gone Skinny dipping: No.
– Stolen anything: No.

STEP 7:
Ever…
- Played a game that required removal of clothing: No.
- If so, was it mixed company: n/a.
- Flashed anyone: LMAO i think i mooned meliss in the car if that counts.
- Been beaten up: No.
- Shoplifted: No.

STEP 8:
– Age you hope to be married: Hopefully 20's.
– Numbers of Children: None. Maybe one day.
– Describe your Dream Wedding: In Bermuda with my family and friends.

STEP 9:
In the opposite sex..
– Best eye color?: Doesn’t matter.
– Best hair color?: Doesn’t matter.
– Short hair or long hair?: Short.
– Height: Same height, or taller then me.

STEP 10:
– Number of people I could trust with my life: 3.
– Number of CDs that I own: Haha, a lot. 
- Number of tattoos: None.
- Number of piercings: None.

Meliss threatened me so I had to take it, and what the hell? seriously pikachu?

meliss i think this may have been the only answer since we both got it.

7 things meme from mel!

1.) 10 year anniversaries- lol well my two best friends and i, have been best friends for 10 years come this september. so we are going to celebrate. we are together all the time, so its like i am basically married to my best friends.
Meliss= my buddy, who understands my obsessions, and we can always be mad at jess togeher lol, b/c she is a pain in the ass.
Jess= Pain in the ass, but she is still my lover, and i am glad i got to spend grade school, and high school with her, even though she is leaving me and meliss next year i still love the bitch, even if she is a liar about her love of ikea.

2.) breakfast for dinner- i love breakfast for dinner! we always do it last minute, and make jess, and melssa's mom drive us to shope rite, and we always get to much, and make to much, and we never finish it. we make chocolate chip pancakes, with barely anu pancake, french toast (which i am basically a beast at making!), bacon (we can eat that up, usually), and eggs! most of this is runny, or burnt, but i still love it.

3.) fanfics- lol i love writing closer fanfics, i am now addicted. i am very greatful that meliss helps me make it better. meliss do you thing i should start a conan/martha oneshot? lol.

4.) no haters- Ah the harers! The L's, and the B's they are such bitches. They make us miserable, and are annoying as hell. Thank the lord i will never have to see them again. Like the saying goes "I am hated on by dumb, ugly, ho's."!

5.) shhs- My love St. Hubert High School, i love this fucking place, and i have no idea why. I am very sad that i just graduated, "The class of the gret '08!" Meliss is jealous becasue no one misses her class, and they all miss us. lol. I can't wait to go back, and visit in november, even though they will probably kick me out for trespssing, sr. mary smith could probably take me down!. Oh and Laura... you speech sucked, at graduation! lol. I could have done a better job, and i hate public speaking. "Once a Bambie, Always a Bambie."

6.) the shore/boardwalk- I love going to the shore/boardwalk every year with jess, and meliss. even though we hate the beach, and were on there for a whole five minutes. we still manage to have fun, and hanging with mrs. flood is always a good time too.

7,) the office- My comic love! I love this show, so much! Steve Carell is my geek crush! Dwangela forever! Angela is the best! The Ofiice convention was one of the best weekends of my life! Hopefully they will have it again, so we can go back, and get the highest level passes!

oh, and meliss tell jess she is a fucking liar please!